Saddened

U cannot even tell me who u like. U noe who i like. U cannot even tell me who is the person whom u like but hates u. Y not? m i not a trust-worthy friend. I tot u were my best friend. I guess u are oso like the rest. Im so pathetic =[
My hand is still bleeding.although its not oozing out like yest but when will it clot up. U promised me u will come. U promised me tt u will bring the bandage i needed. U didnt show up bcoz ur tired?! I am also as tired as u are. U actually went out with him when ur leg was still injured. Y u cannot just come out to me truthfully? Its ok wif me. m i that bad to u tt u haf to make up an excuse to not come.
Tmr still haf to go to school.haiz..so tired of sch already. y do u haf holiday when u require us to come to sch every single day of holiday? Its fasting month. the year is almost coming to an end. thats super fast. Math leaving so soon. Hope ur farewell party will turn out good. =[ sorry if it did not turn out good. im a bad planner.
Talking to u is so good. didnt noe u felt wat i feel now. i always haf a positive mindset. every single setbacks is taken greatly to make me b stronger in facing more difficult problems. i just donoe y i suddenly feel so sad as to give everything up. thanks for taking time off to listen to my problems. u rock. anyway good luck for ur exam tmr.( ss and mt 3 rite?)
Feeling much better now. =]

1st day of fasting month

Well, today i woke up at 5am after my alarm sounded from 4.50am. Haha =] I ate rice with nugget. Im such a simple girl. Than i slept again. Thank god no school today. I was so lazy to wake up. Anyway went to school at 12.30. waited for reena till its almost 1. Finally she showed up. I wasnt angry at her for being late.Im just thankful that she was willing to help me with the t-shirt.
We drew many designs.mostly ideas from her. than we went to D&T workshop to c the class. They wanted to c brenda and benjamin coz they haf music lit practice that day. i went there and help amirah,nazurah and nisa. Along the way,i helped jiaxi. man such a long time since i talk to her.This whole year i didnt even chat with her. Only said hi to each other. That's when the accident strike. It was 5.15pm. Was helping amirah drilling holes in her artefact. BIG mistake!! Forgot to secure it down. shudnt haf use only hands. It spun crazily.Luckily she wasnt hurt. stopped the machine and took the artefact out. Take a look at why my hand was stinging. I cut myself.hehe =] so clumsy.
It was a deep cut but im fine. Although it continues bleeding till now. Changed plasters so many times already till i lost track. Second round of drilling,it broke. So sorry amirah. Gd news we still haf 45min. ok dont waste time already. Find new acryllic and cut. Sand the excess and file the inner areas of the wings. We did it in 45 min. Amazing huh. Used to doing things fast. Had experiences.
Yeah. Time to break fast! Had rice( typical food for Singaporean) wif noodles. Neighbour gave lontong and and wet noodle.yummy.
Now relaxing.Hand stinging *sigh*. Checking out things to do for SPCA tmr.Giving encouragement to Yong(aka.best FA eva),and Bryan. Jiayou!! Do well for Chinese paper tmr.
Tmr's agenda:
* 1pm SPCA skit props
* 2pm Band rehearsal
* 6.30pm End of band/ go home to prepare for breaking of fast =]

Gd nite blog. Cya tmr(mayb) *busy person*
Qistina =)