Sad =(

Today had so much fun in school. Played Heart Attack, UNO, Cheat, Stressed & PSP.
Now kinda sad.
y??
My results are so bad.
They left me & when I caught up, not even a sorry.
When it was someone else, the quickly said sorry.
Wat m I, invisible?

Secondly, People just come & go.
I feel as though im a spare tire.
I guess im not good enough to be a true friend.
BUT im used to it.
guess its my luck to just be lonely.

I will put on a smile & not upside down.
Don't feel bad coz im magnanimous
P.S. just learnt magnanimous..hehe

I miss you. I miss my Trumpet family.
Wish i'd see my junior. wished they'd rmb their promise
Anyone free.. Wanna go out to buy cake & celebrate my Belated birthday.
Since that time cannot due to EOY.

Im oso sad coz my brain is totally fried becoz of maths field testing.
It sux. Just had finish exams & was about to unwind & had to sit for this test.
Worst ting is no calculators allowed. =(

Ok. totally sad BUT feeling better after pouring out wat im feeling.
Going Raya wif band peeps on mon =)
streaming on mon =)
Happy birthdae daddy
Happy Advanced birthday Mr Mysterious

Relaxing & slacking..byes.. tell u more another day

End Of Year Results

I got back my results!
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I did badly than Mid-Year Exams =(

Here's what i get -:
English Paper 1 section 1 : 17/25
English Paper 1 section 2 : 17/25
English Paper 2- Short Qns: 17/25
English Paper 2- Summary: 19/25
Grade-: B4

Higher Malay Paper 1- 50/70
Higher Malay Paper 2- 60/90
Grade-: A2

Science section A - 23/30
Science section B - 19.5/40
Science section C - 23/30
Grade -: B3

Mathematics Section A - 43/50
Mathematics Section B - 20/50
Grade -: B3

Geography Section A- 8/15
Geography Section B - 11/25
Geography Section C - 34/60
Grade -: C6

Literature - 37/50
Grade: A2

History - 69/100
Grade: B3

HomEc Section A - 6.5/10
HomEc Section B - 6/10
HomEc Section C - 15/20
Grade -: A2

a week of exams =(

Ahhh..finally can relax.
A week of exams is finally over.
Well almost.
Final paper tmr [homec]
Helping people are so fulfilling.

Had my birthday the same day as maths paper.
Very sad, cannot celebrate coz next day having history
Anyway my brother is serving ns
sister bz with school work the whole day,till 9.
dad never even buy me a gift n a card (usually he give me something)
elder sis having tuition classes
left mum n me..nth much to do

Wish happy birthday to:

Amirah & Hidayah -: 5 Oct
Kak Firah -: 6 Oct
Danish -: 7 Oct
Hoiki, Sian Pei, Mak Sal & Kak Yaya -: 8 Oct

Ok now at home with sis & brother
Mum & Dad at Johore
Sister working.

Write in another time. Now gotta focus on F&N. Not the drink, the subject.
Haha... Gotta go now & best wishes for everyone having exams =)

Saddened

U cannot even tell me who u like. U noe who i like. U cannot even tell me who is the person whom u like but hates u. Y not? m i not a trust-worthy friend. I tot u were my best friend. I guess u are oso like the rest. Im so pathetic =[
My hand is still bleeding.although its not oozing out like yest but when will it clot up. U promised me u will come. U promised me tt u will bring the bandage i needed. U didnt show up bcoz ur tired?! I am also as tired as u are. U actually went out with him when ur leg was still injured. Y u cannot just come out to me truthfully? Its ok wif me. m i that bad to u tt u haf to make up an excuse to not come.
Tmr still haf to go to school.haiz..so tired of sch already. y do u haf holiday when u require us to come to sch every single day of holiday? Its fasting month. the year is almost coming to an end. thats super fast. Math leaving so soon. Hope ur farewell party will turn out good. =[ sorry if it did not turn out good. im a bad planner.
Talking to u is so good. didnt noe u felt wat i feel now. i always haf a positive mindset. every single setbacks is taken greatly to make me b stronger in facing more difficult problems. i just donoe y i suddenly feel so sad as to give everything up. thanks for taking time off to listen to my problems. u rock. anyway good luck for ur exam tmr.( ss and mt 3 rite?)
Feeling much better now. =]

1st day of fasting month

Well, today i woke up at 5am after my alarm sounded from 4.50am. Haha =] I ate rice with nugget. Im such a simple girl. Than i slept again. Thank god no school today. I was so lazy to wake up. Anyway went to school at 12.30. waited for reena till its almost 1. Finally she showed up. I wasnt angry at her for being late.Im just thankful that she was willing to help me with the t-shirt.
We drew many designs.mostly ideas from her. than we went to D&T workshop to c the class. They wanted to c brenda and benjamin coz they haf music lit practice that day. i went there and help amirah,nazurah and nisa. Along the way,i helped jiaxi. man such a long time since i talk to her.This whole year i didnt even chat with her. Only said hi to each other. That's when the accident strike. It was 5.15pm. Was helping amirah drilling holes in her artefact. BIG mistake!! Forgot to secure it down. shudnt haf use only hands. It spun crazily.Luckily she wasnt hurt. stopped the machine and took the artefact out. Take a look at why my hand was stinging. I cut myself.hehe =] so clumsy.
It was a deep cut but im fine. Although it continues bleeding till now. Changed plasters so many times already till i lost track. Second round of drilling,it broke. So sorry amirah. Gd news we still haf 45min. ok dont waste time already. Find new acryllic and cut. Sand the excess and file the inner areas of the wings. We did it in 45 min. Amazing huh. Used to doing things fast. Had experiences.
Yeah. Time to break fast! Had rice( typical food for Singaporean) wif noodles. Neighbour gave lontong and and wet noodle.yummy.
Now relaxing.Hand stinging *sigh*. Checking out things to do for SPCA tmr.Giving encouragement to Yong(aka.best FA eva),and Bryan. Jiayou!! Do well for Chinese paper tmr.
Tmr's agenda:
* 1pm SPCA skit props
* 2pm Band rehearsal
* 6.30pm End of band/ go home to prepare for breaking of fast =]

Gd nite blog. Cya tmr(mayb) *busy person*
Qistina =)

Happenings of August

Ah,finally able to find time to write in my blog.
A whole month almost come to an end and so many things have happened.
So this is wat happened in August.
I went to an ltc gathering. Miss them all n so glad to be able to meet them again at the gathering =]
I especially missed Siying. She came a bit later coz she had a project.I helped them with the bbq.
Than at the end, i played basketball with Siying. We won the first match but lost the second but its ok coz the important thing is that we have had fun.
Next events were the engagement and wedding of my cousins. Kak Lati was so nervous at her engagement but she looked beautiful. I liked the gifts..hehe =] All look so delicious coz it was made by the family. haha =] Kak Sayang's wedding at Fort Canning had a whole new feeling to it. It was so grand. Surprisingly, i met Nisa there.
Besides that, i have a new member, Dzikri Rayyan. Guess this upcoming Hari Raya is going to be different.
This week i had my Common Test. So nervous wat my marks will be. I hope i didnt fail any. So scared that i would. I got my science paper back though. Thank god i passed wif flying colours. haha =] 41/50 for science( light & electricity - include colours)
Friday had cross-country. Wasnt planned to run coz i had duty but i ran anyway. Happy to know that im still very fit & healthy coz i manage to be in top 15. =] I didnt know you are so fast. The FA's are amazing peeps. They just started running when i finished and about 10mins later they completed the 3.5m race. Congrats on the big win! Focus on N lvls now. Must be so stress being a sec 4.
Yeah.Next week holiday week! I still have to come to school for band and spca rehearsal. I miss you all at now having fun in China. Must tell me everything when u come back alrite?
To all LTC ppl, im begging u to come to the farewell party for Math. It would mean a lot to me. Plz come!!
Farewell Party
Date: 8 Sept, Mon
Venue: Blk 497
Time: 2.30pm

Plz come =] confirm ur attendance to me by this week! Bring $2 if ur coming.

Thanks to Qian Hui who helped me with the planning. Thanks Bryan for helping me with the changes. Thanks Xi En for helping me telling all the LTC ppl. Thanks Reena for helping me with the design. Even a million of thank yous wont be enough and sorry for the inconvenience caused. =(

Yours Truly,
Qistina =]

21.7.08,Mon

Firstly, I'd like to ask if there's anything wrong with me. Its just that i seem to be slacking a lot when there is a lot to be done. This whole term is like, not caring bout anything thats happpening in school. Seriously.
Secondly, I tend to like chinese guys. Haiz,my life is so weird. I wonder how it feels like to be loved by someone. haha =) Usually, people would fall in love with someone of their own race. I tend to fall in love older, chinese guys.haha =)..Well i guess thats just my heart. I sometimes wonder if i got a donated blood by a chinese woman. Haha.
Thirdly, I accidentally cut myself today and a lot of times. Today seems to be a bad day for me. It hurts so badly. Its been a log time since i injured myself, like falling down, accidentally got bruises. I use to be injured like everyday,until it doesnt hurt me anymore. That time,i fell and glided across the rough surface. I didnt feel anything until i touch my knee. U know wat, the skin got peeled off and the meat was coming out. It was night time so clinic close,luckily my aunt(nurse) was at my grandma's house. She helped me with my knee but when it was recovering and i wanted to peel the bandage off, it sticked to my skin,i had to peel my skin again. Haha..terrible sight =)

Today was tiring as i had sch,2 test in a day, hist was terrible. Then had general meeting and speech day rehearsal again =( . Finally reach home, had to go out to buy bread. Im totally beat.
Saw WSC had a hair cut. I wonder how he managed his time,he seem so bz yet so free.. Haha =)

Tmr's agenda:
NSW Math's examination
School as per normal
Band (rehearsing for Wuhan concert)
Home sweet home =)

P.S. Chairs R dangerous..haha!

peace out, Qistina

Rehearsal of Speech day

Today, we had speech day rehearsal in the hall. I wonder where we will be for speech day since first rehearsal was at the parade ground. I wanted to view the choir's performance but we were next so we had to get ready behind stage. Tommorow Mr Lim is not conducting,instead Ms Chong will take over. I hope she will not change wat we rehearse but if she do, i tink im prepared. U noe me. I go with the flow (=
Life as i know it seemed to be different. Guys are all i hear about. Especially my FA. He is so loved. Even i love him..hehe.. i love all the FAs. They have become apart of my life, they r my world,my everything..hehe(exagerating). U noe wat, i still havent given my thank you letter to them for everything they had done for mua in the camp.
Planned to go home with WSC but he had night classes. Went home with Khairul instead. Didnt know we haf BGR in school. Just now we a girl to girl talk. The speaker is really good.I enjoyed it very much since i laughed so much. Won a prize for answering her question..haha
Tmr is going to be tiring coz will be in the sun in our thick-layered uniform. Its cute like a penguin though. We haf to perform for the openning ceremony of Rottery club.Till the next time!

Peace out(=

LTC Camp'08

The LTC camp took place during the June holidays. That time i was sick so i didnt manage to take part in most of the activities. It looks challenging and fun. I love the elements. Too bad i didnt manage to go through it. Im from Triton! My FA is Yong and Siying. They are 2 awesome ppl! Our group was special as we had 2 FA. I hanged out with the committee ppl more coz i was sick. They were so caring.. Man i miss them. In the end, Triton won. It was unexpected coz we had the least number of ppl n Archilles seems to be much better in everything. Im just thankful that we won. I wanna say a special thanks to the FA, Triton, Joel, Benjamin and the teachers. They turned my frown upside down. I oso enjoyed being wif the other FAs, Wee,Math n Byran, especially Wee =)
We had a gathering at Sentosa. I had a blast..haha. Went home late and was in a rush coz Mirrah nid to get home early. We took a taxi home..man say gdbye to my money.
This Saturday will haf a BBQ for the whole of LTC. Im looking forward to it but its a waste to organise it in school. I hope ppl will change their mind and join us for the BBQ!