Sad =(

Today had so much fun in school. Played Heart Attack, UNO, Cheat, Stressed & PSP.
Now kinda sad.
y??
My results are so bad.
They left me & when I caught up, not even a sorry.
When it was someone else, the quickly said sorry.
Wat m I, invisible?

Secondly, People just come & go.
I feel as though im a spare tire.
I guess im not good enough to be a true friend.
BUT im used to it.
guess its my luck to just be lonely.

I will put on a smile & not upside down.
Don't feel bad coz im magnanimous
P.S. just learnt magnanimous..hehe

I miss you. I miss my Trumpet family.
Wish i'd see my junior. wished they'd rmb their promise
Anyone free.. Wanna go out to buy cake & celebrate my Belated birthday.
Since that time cannot due to EOY.

Im oso sad coz my brain is totally fried becoz of maths field testing.
It sux. Just had finish exams & was about to unwind & had to sit for this test.
Worst ting is no calculators allowed. =(

Ok. totally sad BUT feeling better after pouring out wat im feeling.
Going Raya wif band peeps on mon =)
streaming on mon =)
Happy birthdae daddy
Happy Advanced birthday Mr Mysterious

Relaxing & slacking..byes.. tell u more another day

End Of Year Results

I got back my results!
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I did badly than Mid-Year Exams =(

Here's what i get -:
English Paper 1 section 1 : 17/25
English Paper 1 section 2 : 17/25
English Paper 2- Short Qns: 17/25
English Paper 2- Summary: 19/25
Grade-: B4

Higher Malay Paper 1- 50/70
Higher Malay Paper 2- 60/90
Grade-: A2

Science section A - 23/30
Science section B - 19.5/40
Science section C - 23/30
Grade -: B3

Mathematics Section A - 43/50
Mathematics Section B - 20/50
Grade -: B3

Geography Section A- 8/15
Geography Section B - 11/25
Geography Section C - 34/60
Grade -: C6

Literature - 37/50
Grade: A2

History - 69/100
Grade: B3

HomEc Section A - 6.5/10
HomEc Section B - 6/10
HomEc Section C - 15/20
Grade -: A2

a week of exams =(

Ahhh..finally can relax.
A week of exams is finally over.
Well almost.
Final paper tmr [homec]
Helping people are so fulfilling.

Had my birthday the same day as maths paper.
Very sad, cannot celebrate coz next day having history
Anyway my brother is serving ns
sister bz with school work the whole day,till 9.
dad never even buy me a gift n a card (usually he give me something)
elder sis having tuition classes
left mum n me..nth much to do

Wish happy birthday to:

Amirah & Hidayah -: 5 Oct
Kak Firah -: 6 Oct
Danish -: 7 Oct
Hoiki, Sian Pei, Mak Sal & Kak Yaya -: 8 Oct

Ok now at home with sis & brother
Mum & Dad at Johore
Sister working.

Write in another time. Now gotta focus on F&N. Not the drink, the subject.
Haha... Gotta go now & best wishes for everyone having exams =)

Saddened

U cannot even tell me who u like. U noe who i like. U cannot even tell me who is the person whom u like but hates u. Y not? m i not a trust-worthy friend. I tot u were my best friend. I guess u are oso like the rest. Im so pathetic =[
My hand is still bleeding.although its not oozing out like yest but when will it clot up. U promised me u will come. U promised me tt u will bring the bandage i needed. U didnt show up bcoz ur tired?! I am also as tired as u are. U actually went out with him when ur leg was still injured. Y u cannot just come out to me truthfully? Its ok wif me. m i that bad to u tt u haf to make up an excuse to not come.
Tmr still haf to go to school.haiz..so tired of sch already. y do u haf holiday when u require us to come to sch every single day of holiday? Its fasting month. the year is almost coming to an end. thats super fast. Math leaving so soon. Hope ur farewell party will turn out good. =[ sorry if it did not turn out good. im a bad planner.
Talking to u is so good. didnt noe u felt wat i feel now. i always haf a positive mindset. every single setbacks is taken greatly to make me b stronger in facing more difficult problems. i just donoe y i suddenly feel so sad as to give everything up. thanks for taking time off to listen to my problems. u rock. anyway good luck for ur exam tmr.( ss and mt 3 rite?)
Feeling much better now. =]

1st day of fasting month

Well, today i woke up at 5am after my alarm sounded from 4.50am. Haha =] I ate rice with nugget. Im such a simple girl. Than i slept again. Thank god no school today. I was so lazy to wake up. Anyway went to school at 12.30. waited for reena till its almost 1. Finally she showed up. I wasnt angry at her for being late.Im just thankful that she was willing to help me with the t-shirt.
We drew many designs.mostly ideas from her. than we went to D&T workshop to c the class. They wanted to c brenda and benjamin coz they haf music lit practice that day. i went there and help amirah,nazurah and nisa. Along the way,i helped jiaxi. man such a long time since i talk to her.This whole year i didnt even chat with her. Only said hi to each other. That's when the accident strike. It was 5.15pm. Was helping amirah drilling holes in her artefact. BIG mistake!! Forgot to secure it down. shudnt haf use only hands. It spun crazily.Luckily she wasnt hurt. stopped the machine and took the artefact out. Take a look at why my hand was stinging. I cut myself.hehe =] so clumsy.
It was a deep cut but im fine. Although it continues bleeding till now. Changed plasters so many times already till i lost track. Second round of drilling,it broke. So sorry amirah. Gd news we still haf 45min. ok dont waste time already. Find new acryllic and cut. Sand the excess and file the inner areas of the wings. We did it in 45 min. Amazing huh. Used to doing things fast. Had experiences.
Yeah. Time to break fast! Had rice( typical food for Singaporean) wif noodles. Neighbour gave lontong and and wet noodle.yummy.
Now relaxing.Hand stinging *sigh*. Checking out things to do for SPCA tmr.Giving encouragement to Yong(aka.best FA eva),and Bryan. Jiayou!! Do well for Chinese paper tmr.
Tmr's agenda:
* 1pm SPCA skit props
* 2pm Band rehearsal
* 6.30pm End of band/ go home to prepare for breaking of fast =]

Gd nite blog. Cya tmr(mayb) *busy person*
Qistina =)